《Tuesdays with Morrie》爱神周二信条：爱始终赢得胜利

I cried so hard when I closed this book. I missed my dad so much. 死去的记忆犹如一杯烈酒，被一阵微风无关痛痒地吹过，却在心头留下永远无法抹去的痕迹。

After my fathers funeral, everyone kept asking me, "Whats your plan of future? What are you going to do?" The same helpless I got when the little Morrie facing his fathers death. To be honest, I DONT KNOW. In that moment, I dont know what to do, I dont know where to go. To go on or to restart, I was still confused.

I condemned myself for neglecting my fathers health. I condemned myself for being too busy to accompany my parents. Life is so short, but we are too involved in materialistic things. We spend so much time on the work we do – it might not seem so important. The time I spend on work, which took over the time I supposed to spend with Dad. So, what are you chasing for? What is important to me in my life?

“Why are you working so hard every day? Exactly for what? What is the purpose of making so much money?” I asked my boyfriend one night. “I just want to fulfill myself,” he answered me without hesitate.

So... what is the purpose of my life? What is the meaning of my life? Maybe... its to love. Im still not so sure. But I found an answer from the book. Morrie is right. [We need to forgive ourselves. For all the things we didnt do, all the things we should have done. You cant get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened.] Regret for the past doesnt make any sense. Its so hard to accept what had happened, but maybe everything happens in a reason. Youll cherish the good, and someday youll gratitude the bad. There is no good and bad, nor right or wrong in life. Just live in the moment. [The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.] [Love each other or perish.] Yes, love always wins. Love always exists. I believe, Daddy never disappear, he just back to the place where he belongs. He always here with me.